again its beat with no tend to stop .the way she love me like no others will do .i just love the way she smile .i just love the way she laugh .i just love everything about her .she is always there when i need her .sometimes when i get mad at her she just keep quiet and listen patiently to my madness .she is soft at heart ,ain't like no other girls who like to show off who like to wear tight cloths .i just love her .there may be no words to describe it.

she glows me

she is amazing
she is wonderful
she is gorgeous in my eyes
she is lovely in my heart
she is the one in my life
even with an open eyes i may dream of her
the seconds i close mine i start to miss her
even when i'm angry with her i just can't be mad at her
because i just don't have the guts to hurt her heart
i just love everything about her
i love the way she smile
i love the way she laugh
i love the way she speak
i love the way she look at me with some kind of meaning
i love the way she play with my hair
i love the way she give me flying kisses on skype
i love the way she "merajuk"
i love the way when she said "hmmmm,i miss you"
i love the way she mad at me because i seldomly eat my medicine
i love the way she hug and blow kisses
i just love everything about her
without her i'll be lost forever
i'll start to miss her the seconds she is not in front of me..
i just love you

because of you

I awake each day with a smile
And greet it with a laugh;
The world is a treasure to me
Because of you.

Every time I think of something sad,
I replace the thought- with you!
My mind is instantly changed
And my heart is filled with gladness.

Every breath I take is meant for you,
I live this life surrounded in joy
And I bathe in the promise of your love,
My soul belongs to you.

Each time I see something beautiful
I want to take it and bring it to you;
My life has so much meaning now
All because of you.

she

once again she appear in my life
she appear just like that
just like that
and once again i fall
fall in love with her
every second,every moments,everyday,every inch of my life
i fall in love for her
just amazing the way she talk,the way she care,the way she love,the way she miss,the way she is
just make me fall for her
i miss her every second of my life
juts can't get her out of my head
picture of her still lingers
voices of her still been heard
the way she laugh just make me laugh too..
all i want to do is love her like no one will
like no one do
like no one care
juts me and her in this fantasy world of ours.
i just love you

colors

why do humans kills humans because of their skin tone,religions,ethnics and many more..
human or mankind never satisfy of what they have and what they had..because they want to achieve greatness by a big leap,they want to conquer all..do Islam teach us to kill in order to revenge because the jews had been bad to us?well,i think no because Islam is a very perfect religions,Islam will fight back,but with its own very way..not the way of killing and revenge and rebellious..maybe we have different colors different skin tones different ethnics and language but we have the same color of one thing and its red.it is blood.

SHINE

today at 0600
070410
there something,something happen
that make my heart shine
all she have to do is laugh
all she have to do is speak
all she have to do is giggles
all i have to do is speak
all i have to do is laugh
all i have to do is make her smile
and then my heart shine
i can't stop smiling
i can't stop wondering
i can't stop thinking
those beautiful voice of her
still lingers in my ears
still lingers in my mind
still lingers in my head
and i don't know whether she do feel the same
whether she do shine
whether she is happy about it
and honestly i don't know
and i don't care
because listens to her voice
speaking with hear
just make my heart shine
it glows
more than bright
more than the diamonds' shines
more than the diamonds' glow
she doesn't know what i felt about her
cause she just won't believe
because what i felt about her
i'm the only one who knows it
i'm the only one who felt it
what i felt about her?
i also don't know
because it is beyond my expectation
beyond my imagination

strangers then lovers

first we are strangers
then we are lovers
the whole thing just can't stop us
in silence i admired you
from distance i do to
i just can't get enough

for your love i should cry
for your love i will die
i just want to be together
and that's gonna be forever(2x)

feeling your heart beating
it's gonna make me feel so alive
there no point of wondering
as we gonna hold hands till the end

for your love is should cry
for your love i will cry
i just want to be together
as that gonna be forever

let's go on a journey
comes what may and misery
as long as we're together
i'll bet my life for your safety

two years has been past now
but still i can't erase you dear,
memories of you still strong
still make me cry in tears,
do you remember all of our wishes
all the dreams that we blow kisses

because
your smile still lingers in my head
your voice still wake me up today
your touch still make me feel that you're here
and your kiss is the one that make my day
and your eyes is the one who lead the way
and your love can't never be erase/replace

why do you leave me dear
as your hand still warm
and your touch still there,
you gone to the next world
as you leave me here
and i can't stand it
and i damn regret it...

because
your smile still lingers in my head
your voice still wake me up today
your touch still make me feel that you're here
and your kiss is the one that make my day
and your eyes is the one who lead the way
and your love can't never be erase/replace

seeing you go away
makes me on my knee
praying for your safety,
as your out there
and i know....ooooo
and i know...oooo
your smiling back at me..

as i was still looking

as i was still looking
still looking
for someone who know
how,why,what,when,which and may
still looking for the locket..
the precious of mine that have been stolen away by our own mistakes
mistakes are made to regrets
regrets are made to be learn
learn comes experience
experience come maturity
there will learn on how to become more man less kids
shall we learn to love someone better
be more understanding more than usual more than ordinary...

ouh kamu ouh kamu

ouh kamu ouh kamu
sekejap kamu muncul.sekejap menghilang
ouh kamu ouh kamu
sekejap kamu bertanya
sekejap kamu hilang
mane kamu nie sbenayer?
chipsmore ke ape nie..
(hanya kamu yang tahu)

this is a story about a locket..

what so precious about a locket?
what so important about them?
well this is my story about a locket
this locket means everything to us..
this locket is a gift from her late dad to her..
but then she passed it to me.
what a big responsibility i carried on my shoulder when i accept that locket
accept that with heart erase and embrace with love..
who is she?
she is somebody in my life back then
she is the one that i hold to cross the road
she is the one that i feed food to her mouth
she is the one that i wipe tears fallen on her cheek
she is the one that first see on my morning breezy
she is the one that i yelled at i scream at
she is the one that i smile at and laugh with
she is the one i whisper "i love you"
she is everything
she's more than me
anger towards her are always there
but at the same time
love towards her defeat anger
we,live happily,sadly,passionately
but then fate hate us so much
we are sadly departed
she was there
thousands miles away
i am here millions miles away
tears falling on our cheek
but there no she nor he to wipe it away
tears dry blown by the wind
i came back two weeks later to pick up my things
she was there stood still
waiting for me in the lobby
with a smile on her face
smile on her face
but sadness in her heart i may see
because seconds away
i'll be gone miles away
before i go
she give me a little box
contains of stuff
i kiss her hand
i kiss her lips
i hug her tight
saying goodbye
with tears almost falling down

in the hotel
i open that box
can't resist sadness
i cry while talk
there i found a tic tac , chocolate,letters and a locket
a locket that belong to her late dad
suprised by that i cried
she said
'this is yours,i want you to keep it,cause one day i want you to put it around my neck'
to those words i will wait you
when the times comes you will feel a locket around you
although now you have somebody that cheers you
but you still can't deny the love that you got for me
is the love that perfectly pure

macam mane nak naikkan berat badan???

persoalan demi persoalan...
ishh!!
geram aku di buatnyer!!
macam mane aku nk naikkan berat nie!!!
nk minum protein shake takut nanti time da tua x lifting da mengelebeh lak badan aku!!
huhuhauhuhuhuhuhuh/...

tournament!!!!!!!!

tournament futsal terbuka umno!!!
perrghh!!
dngr name cm gempak je tournament nie..
tp!!!
aku mls la nk ckp..
cm taik!!!
management x btol!!
court cm sial!!
tp xpe!!
team kiteorg ttp juara pada hari itu!!!
yeeeaahh!!
itu yg kite maw sbenayer!!
juara kumpulan la tp!!
menang:2 kalah :1
then team kiteorg lpas ke 2nd round..
tp akhirnya..
nasib tidak menyebelahi kami pd mase tu..
chances da bnyk..
tp sume kne tiang..
tp clap2 to the team..
yg bermain all out...
kalah pon satu kosong je,,,
tu pon counter attck..
tu satu je la attack dorang trhdp team kiteorg..
x bgs mane la pemuda umno pknp nie!!
wat sedap je lbey!!
ckp cm org xde pelajaran!!
nk2 pengurus team yg bajet gempak tp perot kedepan tu!!
dgn goalkeeper yg perasan antonio banderas nyer!!
omboh!!!
aku anta akem je pkol ka nanti..
ha!!
main2 dgn the big show!!!
hahahahhaha
xpe2 nanti kite repeat game dgn dorang..
ltak 4rat kat tepi kalau berani!!!

apek pulang woooo..mali amek mali amek!!!

hero2 indera mahkota..
(kanan:joe,tgh:ehsan@wira'kiri:dol)

(gmbr diats ialah mangsa kemalangan antara itik dan moto kapcai beliau)
(apek @idong)

apek!!
atau lebih dikenali rmai sbg apek idung!!
pulang dr perak!!
yeeaahh!!
rakan yg belajar di kptm perak pulang!!
mamat player pulang boh!!
dlm kol 830 mlm cm 2 kot..
aku dgn wira dan dol gy amek apek kat terminal..
apek menunggu dgn sepi..
lpas amek apek...
gy pejabat pemuda umno pahang..
dak2 nie main tournament kan...
nk cbt undi la nie konon..
ckp kol 9 cbt undi..
pale bapak mu!!
kol 945 br msk bangunan!!
proses undian berjalan dgn agak chaos sedikit!!
kumpulan kiteorg ialah kumpulan f..
dlm kumpulan f,kumpulan kiteorg plg stylo and handsome skali..
biasa da tu..
rmai da org ckp..
hahahhaa..

inter milan(loser) vs chelsea(loser),,,

inter milan vs chelsea????
sape menang??
confirm la manu menang!!!
hahahahhaha..
chelsea boleh ke laut padu..
hahahhahaha..

makan2 tg lumpur..

pada asal nyer ialah aku dan rakan2 nk prank dkat seorang member yg bernama akem@gumak@gemok
hahahhaha..
reason sal kiteorg nk prank ialah..
die poyo study,mlm2 je gerak ikip..
padahal lpak ngan awek..
plan dan aturcara ialah..
ehsan@wira akan dijadikan mangsa kepada keadaan yg amat berbahaya.iaitu,ehsan akan prank yg die kne kejar dgm mamat genster..
yg tukang kol si akem nie aku la..
lokasi kejadian prank aka bang2 boom ialah di kedai a1,di alor akar..
kami berempat iaitu aku(joe),ehsan@wira,epul(pendek),dol(kaki giant)
kami memulakan aksi
hahahahhaa
lpas amek epul,kami bosan..
lalu aku membentangkan idea untk lawat akem nie kat ikip..
tp mmg confirm die xnk kwa sb bajet stdy..
lalu aku membentangkan idea untk kol akem dan ckp aku otw ke alor akar sb ehsan ada kes..
then aku kol akem then aku kencing die..
ttbe die percaye abes..
x henti2 die kol aku pas 2..
tanye kat mane la..
kes ape la..
hahahaha..
otw ke lokasi kejadian..
aku lak ley sesat..
niat nk lalu dpan sekolah smart yelah sekolah lame an..
ttbe sesat..
ntah ke ane pergi nyer..
hahahhaa..
tibe di lokasi kejadian..
tibe di lokasi kejadian..
akem telah terpacak tggu dgn kereta kembara itam die..
lalu die tjuk middle finger kpd aku..
kerana,kantoi bodo kne prank..
hahahaha..
DIE MMG TGH BUAT ASSIGNMENT MASE TU!!!
PERRGHH!!!
HAHAHAHA..
lpak2 jap dgn die..
ajak mkn die xnk..
ckp nk diet n nk buat assignment..
xpe la kem..
nk bat cmne..
ka lpak2 dgn geng2 ikip skg..
hahahha..
lalu kami bergegas ke tg lumpur..
krn keroncong sudah berbunyi..
mkn2...
kecek dgn farith lak smpai..
sekian!!
chow mat pit!!

kdg2 kite rase sakit hati,kdg2 kita tersenyum...tp anyway,its ok...

kdg2 kite rase sakit hati,kdg2 kite tersenyum..
kita rase sakit hati apabila 'si dia' yg kite harapkan..
mcm on and off je text kite...
mcm nk xnk je kan..
kdg2 kite rase sakit hati pabila
'si die' cm always busy in her life..
yela,die kat college an..
kdg2 kite rase sakit hati
pabila 'si die' cm ckp dgn kite pon cm nk xnk je ckp...
but??
kite akan tersenyum pabila
kite tahu bahawa 'thats love'
die always busy??
its ok..
because maybe 'die' seorang yg independent dan ada vision nye tersendiri..
maybe time stdy she is really stdy..
its ok..
i must understand..
and i do understand..
die text cm nk xnk je??
its ok..
because maybe..
thats is the way she is..
i love her because the way she is..
not because the way she trying to be somebody..
si die cm nk xnk je lyn kite??
its ok..
maybe die saje je nk test kot..
xpn,die mmg jenis cm 2..
its ok..
i just keep smiling and hoping that one day
she will be mine
for once and for all..
tp yg penting!!
kita akn selalu tersenyum pabila
teringat kan si die..
kdg2 kite rase sakit hati
kdg2 kita tersenyum
anyway its ok...

badminton di tgh malam..

sports!!
yes!!
badminton!!
futsal pon kiteorg main!!
time session badminton nie dax cm main badminton da..
cm gelanggang raja lawak adala..
sume dgn cara2 bermain yg trsendiri..
ada yg berjoget ala2 mj..
akem lak kalau point in je die berjoget zapin ala2 shuffle(kami bkn mamat shuffle)
hahahhahaha..
kelakar!!

keep waiting and waiting..

keep waiting and waiting
but yet she never come..
sudden silence of her
but yet i keep waiting and waiting
maybe in dreams she already be
yet in cold nite
blanket cover up her feet
in dreams she are now
in dark i'm here waiting..
she fall asleep
silence of her phone
make her fall asleep
nevermind i'll keep waiting
alone in dark
and she is the light
when the light never comes
as long as that i stood still..
try to called her
for many days and nights..
but yet that time doesnt arrived yet..
as long as that i'll stood still..
i love her
yes i do
and she?
i dont know yet
as long as that i'll stood still..

I once loved a girl, her skin it was bronze
With the innocence of a lamb, she was gentle like a fawn
I courted her proudly, but now she is gone
Gone as the season she's taken.

Through young summer's breeze, I stole her away
From her mother and sister, though close did they stay
Each one of them suffering from the failures of their day
With strings of guilt they tried hard to guide us.

Of the two sister, I loved the young
With sensitive instincts, she was the creative one
The constant scapegoat, she was easily undone
By the jealousy of others around her.

For her parasite sister, I had no respect
Bound by her boredom, her pride to protect
Countless visions of the other she'd reflect
As a crutch for her scenes and her society.

Myself, for what I did, I cannot be excused
The changes I was going through can't even be used
For the lies that I told her in hopes not to lose
The could-be dream-lover of my lifetime.

With unseen consciousness, I possessed in my grip
A magnificent mantelpiece, though its heart being chipped
Noticing not that I'd already slipped
To a sin of love's false security.

From silhouetted anger to manufactured peace
Answers of emptiness, voice vacancies
Till the tombstones of damage read me no question but, "Please
What's wrong and what's exactly the matter ?"

And so it did happen, like it could have been foreseen
The timeless explosion of fantasy's dream
At the peak of the night, the king and the queen
Tumbled all down into pieces.

"The tragic figure" her sister did shout
"Leave her alone, God damn you, get out"
And I in my armor, turning about
And nailing her in the ruins of her pettiness.

Beneath a bare light bulb the plaster did pound
Her sister and I in a screaming battleground
And she in between, the victim of sound
Soon shattered as a child to the shadows.

All is gone, all is gone, admit it, take flight
I gagged in contradiction, tears blinding my sight
My mind it was mangled, I ran into the night
Leaving all of love's ashes behind me.

The wind knocks my window, the room it is wet
The words to say I'm sorry, I haven't found yet
I think of her often and hope whoever she's met
Will be fully aware of how precious she is.

Ah, my friends from the prison, they ask unto me
"How good, how good does it feel to be free "?
And I answer them most mysteriously

"Are birds free from the chains of the skyway"?

till then..

Well my nerves are exploding and my body's tense
I feel like the whole world gonna end up against the fence
I've been hit too hard, seen too much
Nothing can heal me now but your touch
I just don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you.

Well, my house is on fire, burnin' to the sky
Well, I thought it would rain but the clouds passed by
And I feel like I'm comin' to the end of my way
I know God is my shield and he won't lead me astray
Still, I don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you.

Boys in the street beginnin' to play
Girls like birds, flyin' away
When I'm gone you will remember my name
I'm gonna win my way to wealth and fame
Yet I just don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you.

Well, junk's pilin' up, takin' up space
My eyes feel like they've fallen off my face
Sweat pourin' down, I'm starin' at the floor
I'm thinkin' about that girl who won't be back no more
I just don't know what to do
I was all right 'til I fell in love with you.

Well, I'm tired of talkin', I'm tired of tryin' to explain
My attemps to please ya, they were all in vain
Tomorrow night before the sun goes down
If I'm still among the livin' I'll be Dixie bound
Still, I just don't know what I'm gonna do
I was all right, 'til I fell in love with you.

Democracy don't rule the world, You'd better get that in your head; This world is ruled by violence, But I guess that's better left unsaid.

UNEXPECTED!!!

tick tock,tick tock
sounds of a clock
tick tock,tick tock
sounds of a clock.
time goes times comes
people goes and back
people goes and never come back
wishing for something but its not what you always wanted
unexpected
broken heart revealed when in the middle of happy
sorrow comes when happy comes
unexpected
love does not always come rolling like a rolling stones
its hurt and its bites
tremble searching for an air
tremble searching for a hug
but love do care..

fight the fears that are crying in my mind

fight the fears that are crying in my mind..
reminisce the glory of the day..
embrace in future..
fight whatever you fear..
scared is not for us..
a cowards dies thousands,a soldier dies once..
why are we scared..
when even we don't try..
why do we judge
when even we don't try
live the life to the fullest..
love your love till maximus
ignore those feelings saying that you can't
heard those cheers saying yes you can..
deep thoughts with no action is useless
action do speak louder than words
i have made my action..
by saying that
'i've fallen in love'
will that be replied by
'i do feel the same way to'
or
'sorry i don't'
well then i said
'i don't give a damn on what do she replied'
of course i do hope that she will reply positively
but if she reply negatively
what may i do
what can i say
i already do my best
win like a man,loss like a man..
praying after prayers.
wishing and wanting
yours for the taking

untitled

this is a tragedy..
i've fallen in love..again..
but this time its a bit different..
'she' is lingering in my mind..
its weird and unexpected..
never meet her..
do not know her that much..
but love..
i do feel that..
i don't know bout her..
did she feel the same way?
now?
in the future?
maybe she will
maybe she will not..
i can't tell..
hoping for the best i am..
don't want to push her..
its just not love when try to push someone to love and be loved
its not pure
not natural..
praying after pray..
asking her in heart..

This is called experiment!!!

strange...

strange how this feel..
strange is just remedy of life..
without strange we would not explore..
explore everything..
now,i feel strange..
strange on how come..
when my phone doesn't sound that text tune..
i'll feel weird..
how come when i looks around i see 'her'..
how come when i got some problems..
thinking bout her will erase and solved it..
strange on how much she meant to me..
its to early..
but what may i do..
its strange..
strange on how come i may wait for her till late night
because she was too busy studying..
it's strange...
HAVE YOU EVER FEEL THIS KIND OF STRANGE?????

this is a story...

this is the story...a story started on 18th feb 2010..at what time i lost count...it all started with a simple comment,the comment is " tahniah "..hahahahaha...
since that comment i stuck with her..haven't meet her,but i'm stuck..how should that happen?
i don't know..hahahha...asking for her number is something i am scared to do...(takot kne reject la!!)
hahahhaha...but then out of sudden bleh termintak lak...
hahahahha...
then die ttbe im aku kat fb nyer im bg aku number die...
pas 2 number die lak maxis...adoyai!!!aku celcom!!
aku da pening kpale da!!cmne nk buat nieh!!
hahahhaha.....
aku pon trus berlari!!lari amek kunci kete,grak ke kdai phone yg trdkat!!!
hahahahha..
time tu kol 1030 mlm..
smpai je kdai,trus angkat number maxis tp nk register kne bwk ic lak..adoyai!!
aku bwk duit je!!hahaha..
balik lak rumah amek wallet nk ic nyer pasal..
pas 2 selesai la adegan membeli dgn kelam kabut neyr!..
balik umah lak,cari hp lg satu lak....charger lak kong!!!
then text2 die la..
bajet nk kol mlm tu..
pas 2 die lak ckp xley kol,sb esk nk bgn pg sbb nk gy breakfast kat 'hoi nan' cm 2 la kot name kdai die..
hahahhaa...hancur harapan aku!!
hahahaha..
tp xpe..
then,aku kwa mkn jap kat taj im 8 mase tu dlm kol 1 pagi kot..
after mkn tu..
aku blik umah...then aku text die 'nk i kol x?'
then die reply '5 minutes'
then aku pon ape lg..
kol la...
ckp 5 minutes tp da sejam da...
hahahhahaha...
itulah al kisah..'maybe love?'
hahahahhaha...
sekian!!!!

maybe love?

started to know her last 4 days...
accidently comment on her facebook..
don't know how may i stuck with her..
blink of an eye i saw her face...
why??
i really don't know!!
i don't want to know!!
it does matter but lets keep it a
'dirty little secret"
she said its too early that i've fallen in love
but what can i do..
that's love i think..
i'm not sure how may i have her
how may i make her love me..
but i'm trying that is damn sure...
praying after pray..
to God i pray..
may i have her with soul..
embrace her in heart..
sing her songs..

EMBRACE...

we embrace...
we envy..
we joy...
we laugh...
we care...
the moment that we share..
it is complicated..
but the journey that we went is superbly brilliant..
it is justified that we have quarrel comes with smiles
cries comes with laughter..
love comes with pain..
born comes with dies..
glance back to your memories..
black and colorful
misery wondering
take it as a lesson..
lesson to live on..
strong enough
well enough
for the day after today..
cause tomorrow is a new day..
and today will be EMBRACED
when we is tomorrow..

kepada si cilaka...

kepada si cilaka..
kaw jage la mulot kaw cket an...
jgn gurau lbey2...
bleh kasi hati panas dude...
aku respect kaw lg jgn la wat sial...
have some respect la dude...

IT IS DAMN AMAZING!!!

tioman bebeh!!!
the journey started on 14th feb 2010
ended at 18th feb 2010..
it is superbly amzing y'all,,..
the scenery is unbelievable...
awesome...thank God i have the opportunity to went there..
wish will going back again...

you was 7 years old when i first started to cry in this world

you was 7 years old when i first started learn to cry

you are older than me but age doen't matter

talking to you like the last time i talked to a girl

it was so smooth so sail

missing is the thing i hate the most

but it is a pleasure i envy the most

you have your wonderful career ahead you

but you still shine my heart away

you are 27 maybe

but your ways loving me is like 20

i love you the way you are

i love you the way you sometimes get naughty when up on the phone

i love you the way you treat me like i'am everything in your life..

i like the way you pleased me..

i love the way you make me hate you

because of your nonsense talking and stuff

hahahahhaa

i just love you..

love..
that four letter words
we keep saying it again and again and again
by repeating that words...
does we know it
does we truly believe it
that four letter words that lingers in our mind
trickery thoughts then come..
the way i love..
the way i treat
i will always give 100% of it to my special one
i will make she smile all day
i will treat her well
i will give her bouquet of roses n lilies everyday..
i will be waiting for her to text me and called me..
i'll be smiling when she said 'i love u'
but still i think i don't know the meaning of love
i wont know it forever because..
love is experience...
it teach us many things everyday...

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hello
aite,today i want to talk about some pairs of jeans that maybe y'all never heard off
these jeans are called
SUGARCANE
it is a very special type of jeans
it is from japan
its is special because
they are made from sugarcane
they have lots of stylish design
for y'all who are interested in buying them
can contact me
n i will arrange all the deliveries from japan
cost for a pair of jeans is rm700 including deliveries charges